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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
Ok now THOSE i do get often. That's how I know I'm full on hypo because I'm usually pretty tame lol. Hypersexuality happens a lot with BP and especially with BPD. I actually brought it up to my brother (yea we're best friends) because I felt guilty that the thoughts weren't about my bf. They were about my dads much older neighbor that I had flings with while hypo. And as long as I'm single at the time, I have acted on those thoughts a few times when I'm really bad and much more so when I drank. Ugh not proud of that.
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Usually I have a pretty low sex drive. I don't know if it has a little to do with having very low self esteem but that's one reason I always push people away. My youngest daughter's father would try to start something and I would always either feel guilty that I never wanted to have sex, so I would do it and not enjoy it, or pretend I was too exhausted etc. That's why I usually like being single, no expectations. When I was pregnant though, I was taking care of myself every day, sometimes twice a day. It was crazy. Sorry tmi!
