Recently, I have been feeling so alone. Especially at night, I lie in bed with just the sound of my heartbeat and a ticking clock and this wave of deep pain comes over me. I find that I'm crying myself to sleep because I just feel that nobody cares. I really miss having that loving connection with someone and being kissed, held, made love to and I'm worried that I'll never experience any kind of close intimacy and loving relationship with someone again.

I also feel like friends have started to distance themselves from me due to my depression and almost no longer want to be friends because of it.

I'm seeing a counsellor weekly now shd I'm really trying to be a better person to be around, but it feels like everyone has gone off me.



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