God is good all the time, not some of the time, ALL OF THE TIME. He is always with you, he will never leave you or forsake you. God doesn't promice your walk will be easy and your days will be filled with roses. Just to give it to him and let him help carry your burden.

I do, and for that reason I am able to share and try to help others today. Some days I struggle, and I know God wants me to learn from struggles. I will arrize victorious. And to God will be the glory.

I'm just hangin on till then. Feeling what I can feel. Growing every day to be what God wants me to be. I always pray "you will be done, and help me to accept your will"

I fully believe God didn;t do this to me, Just like with Job, God told satan do what you must to shake his faith, but you may not take his life. After all his trials and heartache, Job never lost his faith in God. And my faith will never waver. So many say "Why did God allow this?" There is your answer.

It has been a true blessing to be able to help others, to hold someone else's hand and encourage someone else who has dealt with the same thing and feels alone. That is part of my gift. For that I am grateful. The road there sucked, but the gift is truly a blessing.