I hope you stick to your plan! We're all rooting for you. I'm in the exact same position you're in right now except my stress is due to finances...or lack thereof. Lost my job two wks ago because my MI is out of hand and even though I'm taking my meds, they aren't working. Imagine how I'm handling that one? Many of us here have self medicated one time another. It's a horrible cycle. Wish you the best of luck and do whatever you need to stay clean. Rehab, groups, therapy ect.

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