I haven't seen my T yet again to talk about it, but I see him Monday morning. I ended up seeing a primary care doctor this morning for one of the places along my bikini line. I was definitely felt humiliated, even though I don't know if that was her intention. Being covered in a paper drape isn't comfortable, much less she lifted it up and exposed everything when I told her ahead of time exactly where the cuts were.
I just wanted to cry there and then, and don't think I'll be going back regardless of where I SH.