I'm new here and have been suffering from OCD religious thoughts for about a year and a half. I was on zyprexa but psychiatrist took me off of it I was doing better. Now I'm having bad thoughts about going to hell and God hates me. The reason why I feel like God hates me is because I have an addiction to looking at things on the internet. I'm positive that the devil has tempted me and I believed his lies. My health is going downhill I'm convinced that I'm dying. I have isolated myself from everyone. I cry everyday I don't even recognize the person I've become. I feel like there is no hope for me. I have extreme anxiety and am bound to the house. Any suggestions on what to do would be helpful.