I think I don't have enough judgment about what people say and what is going on around me. I find myself saying inapropriete things, that I understand other people don't like to hear and the stupidity in my logics and I am propeled to say them even so.
In this aspect I sometimes feel like a little child.
Yesterday in school after a teacher of mine claim the history I collected but didn't wrote (because I had to leave to a psychology apoitment) was bad written and needed to be rewriten and imediatly respond I didn't write it (he knew). But then the people that wrote it for me and did me that favor became upset. At first I didn't even think about that consequence, it just came out, I just felt like saying it.
In the end I felt bad because the ones who wrote it were very upset with me and I felt bad because I could say things like this feeling comfortable and without thinking about the consequences.
I know I don't live with my conscieness in this reality, but that is something only I know and detest.
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