i had more nightmares last night. i tossed and turned. i took more ambien because i couldnt sleep with melatonin.

i was punching the air in my sleep. i had a nightmare that i was beating up my bullies and i bit and hit them in the face. i was sent to an alternative school where they drugged me full of meds.

this is actually getting worse because im punching in my sleep.

i just want all of this to go away. i feel like im headed for state hospital.