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Melmo,
I deal with anger all the time. Part of it comes from feeling helpless and hopeless; no longer being able to work and being dependent on my wife for a roof over my head. The other part is my wife. She's been emotionally and verbally abusive for the 23 years we've been married. And since I haven't been able to hold a job in 6 years, I have to swallow my anger, unless I want to be homeless. I understand why my body is breaking down but I can't figure a way out of this.
We all have a hard road to travel and having to have your own back is exhausting.
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Treatment resistant rapid cycling/mixed state/C-PTSD/non-restorative sleep
Barely hanging onto my life.
For sleep:
Calcium Carbonate/Magnesium Carbonate
1 grain of desiccated thyroid(60 mg)
4 grains of desiccated thyroid/a.m.
Rx testosterone injections for low T + several nutritional supplements
Mediterranean style diet/moderate carb, high protein.
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