My late twenties.
It was after I was diagnosed and was put on lamictal and alprazolam. Both worked wonderfully. For the first time I wasn't anxious (at all! It was pretty awesome) or depressed. My life at this point also smoothed out, so I spent a lot of time relaxing and contemplating. On my days off I read and went shopping or went to the movies. I looked good. During this time period I wrote one of my books. Best two and a half months of my life! I stayed up all night writing and got up around nine and it felt really good.
Now things suck and I hate every day of my life. I know that's negative.
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"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
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