Ivery always had obsessive behavior but the kind that seems to fit a lot of bp ppl more than ocd exactly. As a kid I had some strange ocd like habits but thy waned out more as depression came on
Now I'm feeling better but I have become obsessive in an organized way. It's causing me mental distress when things are out of place ect. Like driving me crazy
Was I too depressed all the time before that this was suppressed? It's so confusing
I don't know who the true me is
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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