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Originally Posted by richdav
What do you feel guys? Do you have any kind of thoughts like for example:
When i do something i keep thinking why i did. Do you feel like being robotic?
Have you ever question your self like is this my leg arm ect?
Id like to hear ppl who suffered or still suffering to see how its like.
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for me I have no thoughts. when my thoughts keep focusing on why I did something my treatment providers call that obsessive thought patterns with my OCD and bipolar disorders.
no i dont feel robotic as if my arms and legs were robot limbs, thought I do feel like I am moving in slow motion. when I have felt robotic my treatment providers called that a movement \motor disorder associated with my having MS.
my depersonalization derealization disorder symptoms are things like feeling numb, spaced out, like an observer rather than a participant (some locations call this disconnected from one self or others) sometimes feeling as if I were dreaming, knowing I wasnt just feeling like it, you know that light headed calm slow motioned feeling you get when you are just waking up in the morning. and sometimes my perceptions of what I am seeing\experiencing is just a bit off, like thinking its later than it really is, knowing that its not later just feeling like it is, feeling like I am lifeless/unreal knowing i do exist and I am alive and am real, just a feeling of being lifeless, unreal, non existent. kind of like when you have been sitting for a long time your foot goes to sleep you know your foot is really there and really attached to your body but it doesnt ...feel .....like your foot is there.
to find out if what you are feeling is depersonalization in your location you will need to contact a treatment provider in your off the computer location.