I jsut heard from my T, he thanked me for my consideration on skipping this weeks appt, and rescheduled me for next week!!! Says that one of the things he has to do is stop working on his days off, no more clinical stuff on his time off!!! I have pushed him away!!!!! I responded apologizing for the crap I have caused him, and maybe we should take more time off between these next sessions, and for him to email me with a date for our next session!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So feeling abandoned right now.........again!!!! that is my life story!!!!