materly, you need to understand that i do get out alot ately, and i hail my meds for playing a big role. so far on zyprexa they have been easier to deal with. its not like im home all day boxing myself in. my house looks mainly normal, so please dont assume im a shut in, the voices when there use aliens and governement to chase me around. i gave them 3 days last time, then submitted to a ward for a med change.