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Originally Posted by hannabee
I wouldn't exactly call you committed in this relationship...seems like you need something more. Just a guess, but did you have a loving, fulfilling relationship with your Dad? If not, then that may have something to do with you needing more from a guy. In any case, big hug for you and I hope you figure things out before getting married or bringing kids into the mix.
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No, my dad emotionally abused me, and still does to this day.
Also, I think part of it has to do with self-sabotage, since at the moment life isn't going so well with the possibility I might be homeless, and I've been thinking a lot about suicide.
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