I will try to think about the personal interpretation, but I don't think that's "it".

There is no parts of me I want to kill with rifle from black market. Or burn by throwing a Molotov on it.

I don't really see any change. Honestly? I don't want to change. I arrived at the point where I am have quite stable career, self-imagine and I managed to get rid of my social phobia.

But I have been always very interconnected with the world. I cannot be personally calm and happy if there is trouble in the world. And now we got a bad one in my part of the world. And I know people who have been directly impacted by it. I may not have a big personal loss yet in this struggle... but I am a part.

So I don't know.