Hello WhatDayIsItAgain: I'm sorry you had to have this tragic experience. Many years ago now, throughout high school, I had to ride a school bus every day. There was a gang of older toughs that rode the same bus. They terrorized me twice a day every school day for most of the four years I was in high school. I'm convinced that if they had ever gotten me alone, they'd have killed me. Everyone knew what was going on including my parents, the bus driver, the school administration, but no one cared & no one did anything to stop it. All these years later, it still haunts me. I hope that you will be able to find a way to overcome what was done to you...