If I felt comfortable posting more details, I would.

But you will just have to believe me I am not some westie girl who struggles with changing who she is as a person and her inner struggle is her only struggle.

If it was so... I would not worry so much. If other people in my network didn't have the same kind of dream and if it didn't scare others who hear about it.

Maybe it's my brain releasing it's fears. Maybe... but why it always seems to make sense in retrospect?