mam you were not harsh at all to me
i love the help eveyone is offering to me..
I am trying to limit the "contact" and I was hoping she would not see the "dragon" of my innder side. I have a great deal of pain in my life right now, and some of it she does not need to know about because it does nto concern her in the least. It has to do with my oldest daughter, and I do not want her involved in that part of my life.. Not just yet.
I hardly ever get to see my oldest daughter, and when I do, she does not even acknowledge I am there. Which tears me up on the inside, my boyfriend is the only one who truly knows how bad I am hurting and dieing on the inside, because I do not think my oldest loves me anymore..
*tears rolling down my check*

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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