All very good advice. And rainbow, I'm not sure if he seen that movie but maybe it would be something we can watch together. It's so hard when your sick and you don't realize what an impact your health has on others.

My bf and I are fighting over text right now. I lost it and told him I wanted to leave. For good. I guess a bing thing I left out was that i recently lost my job and we're going through tons of stress. His 6yo wanted to leave because he was bored. My bf got upset and said "yea we can't even afford to buy them toys now!" And looked at me. So after everyone left and I was home alone all I could do was blame myself and I kept thinking that if I just leave them then he wouldn't have to spend his money supporting me and he could buy his kids stuff so that they wanted to be here with him. I actually told my bf all this and said I'm done, now the kids hate me, but if I just go then they will be happy. It was my erratic behavior and BP that caused me to lose my job so this IS my fault... Right?

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