yeah... knw im not the only one.... just through teverything i dont know why....
the one thing that seem to mean the most - or to make the most difference...
well.... nothing lasts for ever... many things aren't real.... just have to try to accept that things are fake... and it doesnt matter weather its happy or sad... because its just another part of it... and things wont change... even if you try to keep telling yourself things will... just wish i knew how to stop.... i dont want any of this any at all any more.... but its what i have to hold deep inside of me.... because no one can know.... people cant undersdand.... because its just so bloody complicated.... it doesnt make any sense.... how can any one be so stupid.... whatever.... i give up..... i hate ths....