feeling like my feelings are being hijacked. by this, i mean i know how i generally feel. there are layers of things including feelings underneath me/my feelings that are taking over and affecting me and causing a lot of confusion and disruption as well as severe depressive episodes that seem to last a few hours then lessen again that takes over my entire body. it's unsettling because i know it's not 'just' depression, and i know it's not 'me' that is where it starts from..it's from inside, very deep..and all of this has been increasing over the last few days/weeks. doesn't seem to be much consistency except for a day or two and then something changes again.