Hey t. Thanks for today, when I said that last time I didn't have anything to talk about, that I just wanted to BE there, thanks for saying it's ok to want that. I felt like I was super open with you today about stuff without any hesitation and I didn't get all emotional or anything. I just told you how I feel. I'm glad we scheduled for twice more this month. I'm not sure what it's gonna look like going deeper with the fear of intimacy thing. I have a hunch I'm gonna need a break even more after that....