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Originally Posted by Wishfulone
Hi.I have DID and spent last 4 years in and out of wards 15 times until an eventual diagnosis.In May last year I was released on a CTO.in the Feb of 2015 I began a relationship with a member of staff on the ward and we continued seeing each other until Jan 2016.i am completely devastated as I feel I've lost my 'protector'.Im now slipping mentally and wonder if this is DID returning or just heartbreak?
Is it possible I recovered because I was in 'supposed love'? Or was I genuinely well again?Any feedback gratefully received.
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Sherri: Hi wishful one...welcome to PC hon. All I know is that DID is a condition wrought on from early childhood as the brains defense mechanism to trauma in which a child's brain doesn't associate. This just means DID doesn't come and go like the flu, but is a constant that can only to be worked out with a qualified T.
I don't understand how you lost your protector? I mean, I hear that they can integrate automatically of which I haven't a clue... or maybe go dormant till triggered as needed.
I'm so awful when it comes to relationships. An Other got us married and here we are stuck with a stranger that gets stranger the longer we stay.
I just hope that you are able to do recovery and that its going well that you now do have a DX.
