Thanks Nickname - I really have been thinking about drinking I can't seem to get going. The thought of going out and going through a whole dating process or whatever just sounds not very appetizing - I've just really had the wind knocked out of my sails - I'm in dead waters. I've been trying to do a little more art work lately and put it online for feedback and it's been good. However, it's not enough to get me going I've really missed the boat on solid friendships and the consequences have come on strong lately. Thanks for listening I really need distractions.