First of all, you are no monster. What you do for your mom is caring and unfortunately a part of many peoples life's when they have to take care of their sick parents some day. I would do it for mine. I don't know how close you are with this guy but you said you developed a long history. And he's older, he should understand what you're doing for your mom. Maybe it made him uncomfortable to hear but that's not comfortable for anyone to hear about another's pain. If you're indeed close to this person and you tell each other what's going on in your life's then I don't see the issue. As far as your spending, yes your daughter may be worried. Anyone would be if they saw their family going through that. I know my family worries about my MI often. No, they definitely don't understand though. But they still worry. You should worry about yourself right now and getting YOU better. If you have a pdoc then see him asap to get on the right meds to get out of what your going through right now. And the guilt and embarrassment your feeling, we all go through that. Especially after a hypo/manic episode. Hell I just looked at old msgs in my fb and stuff and I feel like a freak show right now. I just now edited a post on here because I said too much about myself that I'm just not ready to put out there. I'm embarrassed right at this moment! We've been there, done that lol.

In no way are you a monster. Your sick. Get yourself better so you can take care of your family. ((Hugs))

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