This antiques dealer is someone that I have befreinded over the last couple weeks. I do not think my relationship with him had developed enough for me to unload on him like I did. I think I have shocked him.

I think I want to go somewhere for a little vacation. But I think I will need to phone my pdoc Monday. I need to get away. This thought was the germ of my plan to attend that auction. Now I really want to get away ASAP. I need to go now. Maybe a trip to San Diego will be better than a trip to the 40 degree weather of Portland, Maine. I wish I could take my daughter. She is growing up so quickly. She did like our trip to Catalina Island back over a half a year ago.

D*mn! I need a girlfriend! That is who I need! Geez. Someone who is another adult who I can have some fun with. A periodic escape. No balance in my life.

Tucson