I realized I don't really have any friends in real life. The only way I talk to people is if I call or text them. I'm quite tired of it. Can't they call me once in a while to see how I'm doing or see if I want to hang out? The only person that calls me is my mom. We go out together, but she's always critical of something when we go out. The last time we went out she was being critical of me buying crystals. She says I spend too much on them. I've spent a whopping $4 on them. Every time we go out it's something. I try to not go out with her much. Nobody else calls and wants to hang out. I guess my only friend is my husband. I'm grateful I have him. The only real person that checks on me is my therapist. I always enjoy her emails between sessions. I emailed her all my frustrations tonight, so hopefully she won't think I'm crazy. haha