Yes.
I am really suffering with this now. I am so tired, but I can't relax at all anymore. Everything is stressful. Everything is difficult. Everything is another awful chore. And the chores never end. I keep pushing harder and harder to show everyone I am doing great. I am the model psych patient. I am the great student. I am the good worker. I am socializing. It's all so.... Horrible, depressing, and terrible.
I am not fooling me anymore. I wonder why everyone else doesn't see my despair now. Perhaps because I have been deceiving them for months. I have been trying to deceive me. Now I am exhausted, in pain, distress, and completely depressed.