It just really sucks. I used to go to fitness meetups, but then I hurt my back so I can't go to them anymore. I really tried to make friends at them, but failed miserably. I even tried to make friends at church, but I haven't gotten anywhere with that. I only really talk to the volunteer coordinator, since I usher and count the offering. Not all the time, and it's always with a diff person, so it's not like I can be like "hey, be my friend." I joined the finance committee too, but I've been sick so I haven't been able to go, and the last time I just totally forgot. I used to be in choir at church too, and I couldn't even make friends in that.

I should just give up on the whole friends thing. I have online friends, maybe I should just be happy with that.