I do not know what I am going to do. I want to get away. I feel I need this, a vacation. I am starting to make a mess for myself. My mother yells and yells sometimes at the daytime caregiver. Why am I there? I cannot stand it. The first time I have felt this way. I hope this caring caregiver does not up and quit on me. I would be in big doo doo if that were to happen.

Tucson