No problem Dechan, PM me anytime you want to talk. I usually respond within a few hours, unless I'm in one of antisocial funks, then give it a day or two and I'll respond.

Now, to get this thread back onto Mac, it his to start with after all. Are you in any way a religious person? There are many different churches and places of spiritual worship you can attend. I'm not devoted to any one faith myself, so I attend a place of spirituality that caters to all sorts of different types of ways to achieve spiritual enlightenment. Perhaps you can play the piano at said place. You'll meet a lot of people that way I think, and maybe a nice lady friend or two.

If that's not your cup of tea, maybe a Meetup groups? I don't really know what all you may be interested in, just throwing out some ideas. I know how hard it can be to make friends, and keep them too.

Also, if I'm not mistaken, you tried your hand at dating 20 something year olds, right? Not that it's necessarily the case all the time, but usually a 20 something young lady isn't in a rush to settle down. They are more interested in learning and exploring their sexuality and whatnot. They are still learning about themselves and what they want out of life. Maybe shoot for the range of 30-50. Much more likely to have tired of the exploration part of life, and more likely wanting to settle down with a nice man such as yourself. You do seem like a nice guy. Just maybe a bit like me when it comes to that whole "socialization" thing. I've dubbed myself socially awkward at best. It's what I like to call a social disability.

Anyways, sorry to ramble. It's late and I'm hopped up on caffeine. Lols.