Oh man, I still don't know if this was the right decision. I keep thinking that I should at least talk to my T in person about this. I really don't want to leave her now. In my email I just said I needed to take a break for a while not that I am quitting for good. I just feel so ambivalent about the whole thing and I don't know what to do. I already miss T and I haven't even really left her yet.