Justy when I read the subject line I wanted to say something smart like well you get pregnant by having intimate sexual relations with a man. And I am saying that maybe because despite yourself you'll give a little giggle. Every one has posted grat ideas. You have decisions to make and those are best done in your heart and mind with the help of your treatment team and your boyfriend. I know you must be terrified after the last pregnancy loss. Try to put all of your focus into being healthy regardless of the pregnancy. You have made great strides. You have been LIVING. You will get through this as well. Be patient and kind to yourself. It will be okay.