i have similar experience
esp during psychotic episodes.

these days I get a lot of these thoughts. Like all the time. It's random people and things. No relationship btw me and them. Kick, throw things, stab, scratch, dig their eyes out, hit them. I feel compel to do it. I actually hit my mom and throw things. I love animals but I can't help throwing things at my dog and chasing him round and round. It's like I am possessed by demons. I am so detached I don't think I feel to murder or hurt someone

I am usually a nice person. My parents get so mad coz I am acting these way. I hate it but I can't stop. i have to do it. I feel like one day I will really kill or hurt others. I keep having these thoughts and thinking about plans to do it. Am I sick?... Sometimes it's the voices that tells me to do it.