hey t i'm working on the story with the 3 cards - well, in my head anyway nothing's on paper yet. I know you said I don't have to share it with you but you also know that I will don't you? ha ha Yeah that was a good session yesterday. I'm still kinda in wonderment about how I told you how I was feeling without getting all emotional - honestly, that's how I know it's NOT me being in competition with myself - like you asked - in the past when I've talked about taking breaks and about ending I have always cried - because it was that competing thing. Meaning part of me meant it, but part of me didn't. But yesterday it was all of me so there was no competition. Or something. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you I have that same tarot deck that we used yesterday, so I didn't need to take a picture of the 3 I picked. I can just get my own out when I work on the story.