I hear ya on this! I am terrible at recieving gifts even from my family on my birthday. It's just really awkward. However I am ok with the handmade kind. My now ex boyfriend, keeps buying me things, it's just so very nerve rattling. What is the underlying cause of the ticket back to US? Are you afraid it will cause your relationship issues? Or is it that he is paying for it? I know my issue was because I knew one I was gone it would be forever. I ended up in the hospital because of it