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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
Hello mizora: The Skeezyks is pretty-much entirely solitary, also struggles with anger as well as generalized anxiety. It's become a way of life. In fact, happiness is not even something I seek anymore. What I strive for is simple acceptance of things as they are. So I have some sense of what you're feeling. I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace in your life...  |
I love what you said "What I strive for is simple acceptance of things as they are." That is so true, right where I am at.
Acceptance is all I have, I think I was happier when I was younger cause I didn't know what was ahead. I could fantasize about the life I would live for years but then when it became a reality I was disappointed. When I was a kid I thought I could do anything, be anything and I realized some things just aren't possible.
I need to somehow be ok with that simple acceptance of reality and find something I can just say I am comfortable with or content to spend my time doing.