Do you mean meeting online but developing relationship in real life? I hope you don't mean relationship that is strictly online? I don't think that's real relationship. If it's the first option, then you do have to kiss a lot of frogs ( unless you are lucky like my fiancée who used dating site once in his life for few days and met me and that was the end of it, but most people spend time on there).

If you only met three men then it's not really that many at all. I've met my fiancée online but I kissed a lot of frogs over the years. I don't think one should envy me at all.

As about jealousy I am typically not jealous of what others have but there were exactly two times in my entire life I felt life is unfair.

Once I told my daughter that at times I wonder why we have to work hard our whole life while some women live off others ( usually off men)and don't have to sweat. She is pretty blunt ( wonder who she got that from [emoji23][emoji23][emoji23][emoji23]) so she said "these women can't even wipe their own butts why would you be jealous of them". Bahahaha

And once I told my t that I felt jealous for a moment how other women have easier lives staying married all life. She said " it's victim mentality". Yup. She also said I have no idea how bad some of these marriages are and I should be proud that I am not the type to put up with what other women put up with. So true

These were my two moments of weaknesses.

Don't be a victim. Others have what they have and you have what you have. We all just have different lives

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