Thank you for your support. I will do that. I'm just don't know how to get my self esteem back. He said so many hurtful things and put me down all the time that iI'm now used to feeling like I'm nothing and worthless. That I'll never be able to find someone who loves me, someone who is good. He constantly tells me I'm nothing that I'm worth nothing and that he can find some much better. He tells me I'm a dumb stupid immature girl that I'll never be able to find someone else