Does anybody know why abusers say such hurtful things? why do they like putting others down?
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I feel so depressed. I guess this is caused from all of the years of abuse I endured. And every time I want to stop talking to him, I relapse. Its sort of like , I know hes bad for me but im so used it to that I just give in. I know I need help though. I feel as if nobody else (nobody normal, that is) will want me. Its sort of like..A part of me knows I need to cut contact. The other part thinks im not worth anything good. I also have no friends and didn't talk to anyone other than him. I mean I do sometimes but they are only online friends.