Oh...actually, that's what I used to think too. The only reason I realized there were actually deeper problems was because **** hit the fan. Sometimes the main problem could just be poor communication. Depression is serious. There's a lot behind depression and a lot of different causes. Basically what modern psychology is discovering is that if you're ever depressed there is always a good reason. Even if it's that you are naturally depressed.

It doesn't have to be traumatic. Being told that you have a problem with being weak and entitled when you don't is kind of a problem. It might go deeper than you think :/ I've thought about suicide too. In fact, I used to think I was doing it out of attention, but I realized what was happening was that the thought would cross my mind, I would unconsciously think "oh I had that thought. If I let people know, then they might realize I'm actually depressed", so I would exaggerate it. So it started in a real place, and got blown out of proportion. It was a cry for help.

I have done a lot of thinking lately and tried to find out where everything I did was coming from in an objective way. I had to separate myself from my feelings and think of it as if I were looking in as someone else, rather than being a part of a problem. And I learned a LOT. That's why I've started going to therapy. Because I found the places where I truly couldn't work through it myself.

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time with this. And everything above is just my thoughts about life and stuff. I know that yours might come from a different place. I really do know how you feel :/