I tend to think that my BP was triggered by my dads actions. He brought a women into our home and she abused us kids. One month after my mom died. I kind of believe that if my mom were still around and raised me that I'd be fine. This may be silly and I may be pointing fingers here but a part of me wants to believe that BP is triggered by trauma like other MI's.

Now I realize that may be unfair and might not be true. But I'm nowhere "over" the abuse and I still have a lot of work to do on myself. And it's my fault for putting that work off. But I still am not ready to talk about it with a T. The last time I tried I flipped out. And this is about 15 yrs later.

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