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Originally Posted by bathroomscrubber
I hear ya on this! I am terrible at recieving gifts even from my family on my birthday. It's just really awkward. However I am ok with the handmade kind. My now ex boyfriend, keeps buying me things, it's just so very nerve rattling. What is the underlying cause of the ticket back to US? Are you afraid it will cause your relationship issues? Or is it that he is paying for it? I know my issue was because I knew one I was gone it would be forever. I ended up in the hospital because of it
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I have to go back to the US because my reason for staying here in Sweden isn't good enough. My boyfriend and I are engaged and we were planning on getting married in 2017, but at this point I don't know when we can get married.
I just don't want him to have to pay for a ticket back for me...like there was so much effort and money spent to come here...I don't want him to waste his money on me.
And I don't want to go back to the US, because I left to get away from my abusive family anyways and I'm scared of being alone because I might not have a place to go. There was only one friend who offered a place to stay so maybe I'll do that.
I just don't want to be away from my boyfriend again.
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