she said during my last sui attempt my dad didnt seem concerned for me but rather more concerned about my car getting towed away from the scene.

i donf believe that.

i definitely need some sort of confirmation as to why my sister and i get unequal treatment. yet my sister says why i should i be mad over my mom when my dad gives me all the attention and not her.

something just doesnt sit well with me.
and it hasnt for 20 years.