Sherri: Hi wishful one...welcome to PC hon. All I know is that DID is a condition wrought on from early childhood as the brains defense mechanism to trauma in which a child's brain doesn't associate. This just means DID doesn't come and go like the flu, but is a constant that can only to be worked out with a qualified T.

I don't understand how you lost your protector? I mean, I hear that they can integrate automatically of which I haven't a clue... or maybe go dormant till triggered as needed.

I'm so awful when it comes to relationships. An Other got us married and here we are stuck with a stranger that gets stranger the longer we stay.

I just hope that you are able to do recovery and that its going well that you now do have a DX.