I married my three years younger husband when I was 33. He truthfully was initially attracted by my appearance, but I'm not barbie by any stretch of the imagination. I was thin then and neat and clean. I can't think of any outstanding features. Now that I'm fat, my husband still loves me and is loyal to me. Seems to me you've got yourself in a real twist. Sure we all judge each other on appearance first, but only the shallowest of us will stop there. Stop comparing yourself to barbie for God's sake (her ginormous bobs will be at her waist by 50), and work on accepting yourself as you are. If you accept yourself then so will others -- even some barbie-seeking men. Sorry, not buying your negative view of half the human race.