I'd say I get more like weird dreams. Very sorry you're having that. I've been interested in dreams for a long time. For me, I'd rather know what my subconscious is up to than not. The subconscious does what you tell it to, if not it comes up with its own weird ideas. Had some dreams last week that I'm thinking my subconscious mind is kind of dumb lol.
I hate bad dreams, they can really throw me off.