So i have been having these since 2011. Back then I blamed it on Al Jazeera Arab spring live stream overdose....

But it seems there was something "prophetic" to them.

In these dreams, I am involved in some guerilla urban warfare. It looks like Europe where it takes place, but but who knows. Sometimes it's right here in PRG. The most disturbing thing about them is... i feel happy and euphoric in them. I feel great love for my fellow fighters. It is messy, violent and all... intense.

I usually wake up feeling disturbed.

So it's like five years of these ATM. And now "what would you in civil war?" became a standard coffee shop conversation... I feel growing worry. This are really growing messy here.

I wish the dreams gave indication of the outcome. But it's just "the world is going to crush".

I will try to think about the personal interpretation, but I don't think that's "it".

There is no parts of me I want to kill with rifle from black market. Or burn by throwing a Molotov on it.

I don't really see any change. Honestly? I don't want to change. I arrived at the point where I am have quite stable career, self-imagine and I managed to get rid of my social phobia.

But I have been always very interconnected with the world. I cannot be personally calm and happy if there is trouble in the world. And now we got a bad one in my part of the world. And I know people who have been directly impacted by it. I may not have a big personal loss yet in this struggle... but I am a part.

So I don't know.