rcat is absolutely right and wise in all her suggestions...

But I think you still need to make an appointment to talk with someone. Soon. You can probably go through Student Services at your school. (Since you mentioned being misgendered, you will have to talk about this as it relates to your body dysmophia and calorie restriction.)

You can do it. You came on Psych Central and talked about it so bravely. Well done, you!

Please keep checking back and let us know how you are doing.